Black's

Thursday, November 22

sorry for posting my post so late... we played we laughed we cried during the trip.. i would remember it as i said my brain works in a very different way... the first day we reached msia we played psp and sleep on the bus haha den we reached gunung ledang resort... i finally noe how good is singapore a place flies free.... haha den jiao lian showed me the brochure dat got the pool haha it's like completely fake la... haha but the pool not bad la it really make us enjoyed it so much water polo rocks!!!haha den we had our meals in a buffet style but we always make it into a family feast haha.. juniors i can tell u all it's better to eat this way.. haha den we had matches with the malaysian haha ok la we lost all three but we learned alot.. not just tactics strategies skills.. but something more valuable den them... our bonds grew stronger... during the last night we really cried our hearts out...especially me ba.. althou ruby fall asleep i bet she understand wat happen she still's my princess my darling.. haha den during the trip jiaolian used me as an example he said he stood against all tchers where all tchers feel that jiaolian should change me... it was him who believe in me and gave me his trust.. i wouldn't be here today.. if u weren't there jiao lian thanks.. althou i always been rather rebellious during physical training.. i often brought troubles to u disappointing u again and again... i swear i worked hard sometimes. just to get one sentence of ur praise... but thanks you didn't give me much coz i wouldn't be today de xiaohei appearing on the newspaper.. that macpherson match and majusri match.. thanks jiao lian for giving me something to tell others how i fall and picked myself up.. actually thr's still one confession i didn't say but i tinks it doesn't matter le after the macpherson match i did return my jersey to elaine.. i dun wan to be a burden to the team.. it was oso them my gals my captain who hold on to me... not blaming my mistake tolerating all my behavior.. thanks gals.. elaine said to jiaolian on that bus.. "Once your player, always your player" thanks elaine... i can tell u something too... "once my captain, always my captain"... i asked jiao lian during the last night" will u still be that sucker who believes us no matter wat?" One word is enough "always" thanks jiao lian.. i tink i should say sorry to eeling and ame my beloved juniors... sorry for confessing to u all passing the responsibility to u but i truly wished that u all can bring up the team To eeling:be a captain like elaine, she always there for her teammates.. she had no jia zi, she tolerates alot of things u noe including my arrogance and dumb behavior.. she been the one shouting the loudest... but her actions also could speak everything.. To amelia: thanks being my confidate thru this year... thanks for being dere thanks for tolerating my bully haha i'm lucky to have a junior like u haha althou sometime u are abit loud and unglam haha but u are truly a good fren.. rmb to move on dun hang on rite.. but don't forget next year if u need me to be dere i will be and lastly please train ur timing u are a very good player... To my juniors: i have treated u all as frens please cherish one another before time runs out.. u all are the fortunate batches...
we seniors have changed jiao lian again and again.. we rebel against coach ruiwen.. it's unfair to him i noe...it's hard to coach a gals team coz we have been the emo kids.. nv use a coin to decide ur fate... i can't imagine what will it be if the coin that they tossed that day show that they shouldn't go... i really can't... don't ever say words like bu yao chu dui jiu bu yao chu dui... us seniors had been thru alot to get this trophy east zone second and now we can proudly say to everyone we are the first batch of coach ruiwen who went into the finals... althou we lost but i noe jiao lian would be proud of us always as he said... den last day of msia... haha we had cried till eyes swollen lor.. haha den on the way back we went to yoyo national product shop.. and jusco... haha den we had the mahattan fish for dinner... jiao lian wanted to treat us.. but we dun wan.. he really make us want to cried man but i had learn to fight back my tears... i must because all of us had been stronger after this trip.. jiao lian seeing him helping cheryl.. i must say to u all HE's A EXCELLENT COACH... i tink we should have an award for him sia... haha den we went back to spore.. haha den we decide to make the presentation in level.. I WILL MISS U GUYS...

1:56 PM;