hai today i just stayed home lolx i made a video lolx when it's time i'll show la haha den i simply dun feel like studying haha cant stand the refracted lights and circuits... lolx den i simply stone haha...stoning also had it own use de haha not waste time at least it made me more confused haha lolx i'm pondering about my dream last night lolx it was scary thou to me ba...
haha i dunno why when i had decided to let go... it come again... a dream but i rather treat it as a nightmare.... i dunno wat to do lolx but now i felt chains hanging on to my legs.... lolx mentally and physically ba...
i miss those days when i had nothing to worry about but candies...
i miss those days when i had nothing to worry but missin tv show
i miss those days when i had nothing to worry but play basketball well
i suppose they will just be my memories kept deep within my heart...
things seemed to be getting from bad to worse.. i simply just waiting for the worst.. i'm at the brink of breaking down anyway so i dun mind what fate and destiny had in mind for me.. i can't say i had enough because i just can't bring myself to give up.. kan kai le.... hai i dunno what i have to do to make myself feel better....
when people say i want to hold ur hands and walked down the rainbow but is it true that a pot of gold waiting for us at the end or people just enjoy the process... i suppose i would choose the process ba... Because only memories last forever... promises are meant to be broken... tokens would be broken... only memories are meant to be kept right down the heart... close to where ur heart beat... not where ur logical mindset came in...
hai i'm bullshitting again sorry people...
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I'm not who you want:)
BLACK POLICIES
ME is ME
I'm an individual
I hate to be controlled
I like to be UNIQUE
I'm a weirdo
I love black
I am black
BLACK CRIES
When it's time to go
I just have to go
what i'm gonna do
Is to cherish the time
Together with the cared ones
Because i know that
I'm on the road to anti-social
They will be the only ones
I had to let them know before
it's time to say goodbye
BLACK SCREAMS
Sunshine and love be with you
In rainy days i shall be with you
Love is no fool
Dreams come true
I meant it
But somehow i don't think
You know