i really find no meaning to play well....when ur teammates say dey dun feel like playing i'm like fighting the battle alone it's like meaningless i had been struggling thru all these emoness.... they are the ones that said this is not enough for dem but is oso dem who said dey don't feel like playing... i mean wat u al want from me... i jus want to play the game i like i jus want to excel sometime things are real beyond me there always a limit this is a game of 12 but now we had 10 but eventually left with 1 what's the point.... i had tried so hard during the last time game is not me who gave it up is not me who do not want to win i want it so badly but wat can i do.. nothing... so i'm suppose to be the one encouraging u al and the one to fight the hardest... i really hope i can but simply reality had been telling me the fact that i can't.... i felt helpless i dun understand what dey want... i dun understand wat existence i made to the team

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