hai suppose to be feeling real happy nowadays but wat can i do.... stress somehow just keep piling on me....the guilt been haunting me so long... i really do felt helpless... i wanted to strive but somehow something been pulling me back.. i wished i could hold back my tears but dere's simply nth i could do.... one mistake the whole team lost... i'm afraid... crying seem to be my best way out.i just hate to be responsible for everything...to win a match people said kao ni le.... to achieved good result kan ni yao zhe yang den wanted to ban me from bball when i could use it to go to the skul she simply do not understand me what can i do... simply nth... i really will do my best i've been to my limits these days i'm really tired just hate the life i'm living except for the special one....
SOS
10:40 PM;
ME(:
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I'm not who you want:)
BLACK POLICIES
ME is ME
I'm an individual
I hate to be controlled
I like to be UNIQUE
I'm a weirdo
I love black
I am black
BLACK CRIES
When it's time to go
I just have to go
what i'm gonna do
Is to cherish the time
Together with the cared ones
Because i know that
I'm on the road to anti-social
They will be the only ones
I had to let them know before
it's time to say goodbye
BLACK SCREAMS
Sunshine and love be with you
In rainy days i shall be with you
Love is no fool
Dreams come true
I meant it
But somehow i don't think
You know